Earlier today while I was having breakfast with my girlfriend, I told her a viewpoint that I read online, but she had strongly disagreeing with it. I then try to ended the topic in silence, but it didn’t work: A quarrel has upgrade to fight, a fight for nothing. Finally I went out to show her victory. That’s why I’m here, in the park to write this shit.
I realized there are no PERFECT MATE in this world. The problem is that, her strong attitude is hard to take. Well, speaking of which, I must also have some characters which are difficult to accept by the others.
I’m a person who is chasing for freedom. This freedom is from everyday life, not like when people travel to get escaped from the work. Therefore, I don’t like people stand out and tells me ‘you can’t do this’, ‘you can’t do that’. The funny thing is: As a lawful citizen, I can’t browse websites freely, websites such as Google, Facebook, YouTube. This is like someone always whisper in you ear in order to reminds you ‘you can’t do that’ even when you stay in your house and use the internet. At the time I wrote this sentence, I saw a man was lying on a bench in this park, and he was told by a security guard that he is not allowed to do so. Other things I’m not happy with are my living environment, and low-wage. These all things made me really disappointed of where I am.
I admire some European citizen, at least the people there won’t have this kind of trouble.
Alright, it’s already gone too far, let me get back to my life. I have something to do.
In general, I get along well with my girlfriend. But I used to think of BREAK UP when we have a quarrel. I know it’s bad in a relationship, I have to stop this. But sometimes I think single is not that bad: Especially when our thoughts are conflict.
There is no way to meet a person who has the exact thoughts as you in this world. The important thing is how to DEAL with it. I don’t know how to deal with similar cases with her yet, but… Cheer up! man. GF is different as normal friends, you are gonna live with her FOREVER!!! So, GROW UP!!!
What is love? I can’t give an answer. But there is someone, someone could laugh out of quarrel with you, which make everything become sweet (只是有那么一个人，和你吵架时都能一起笑出来，吵得那么不认真。). How is she now? Did she eat?
20170725, Tuesday, Sunny